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Sunday, 05 July 2009

  • Losing Faith

    I am now five days deep into plebe summer as a detailer.  It's weird this time around, you see the kids running around, scared and confused, and remembering back to when that was you.  It's like watching the sixth sense for the second time, so much more makes sense.  Mostly the summer has just been yelling, making sure they do things right, drill, basic military things; however they throw in the occasional brief to do nothing more than to give them information.

    Yesterday was the religion brief.  Here at the academy we have several Navy chaplians appointed to our location (about 14 i believe) of all denominations: Christian, Jewish, Muslim, we got em all.  Anyway, the senior chaplain got up and talked and said something to the effect of "during plebe summer you'll need God more than ever, which is interesting because you see a lot of people lose their faith when they enter the Academy".  

    I disagree with this statement on two points.

    First, I don't think there are situations where you need extra God, God premium if you will.  He doesn't come in grades of gasoline.  I think there are situations where the will of us is weak, and maybe needs to be strengthened, but I'd like to think that he's as much with me, and as much looking over me, when stuff is going right as when it's going wrong.

    Secondly, I don't think that anyone loses their faith.  It's the same way I look at love, I don't think people fall out of love.  If you don't love someone, you never did.  To me love, (refering to husband and wife type love) is much too strong to disappate over time.  If you are able to convince yourself that a man was born of a virgin, was fully God and fully man, walked this earth preforming miricles, died on a cross for your sins and rose again three years later ... I just dont see you getting talked out of that. 

    People don't lose faith, they dont have it to begin with.  Far too often we attach ourselves to the faith that is presented to us, at home, at church, with our friends, whatever.  I remember in ... junior year, maybe senior year of high school we were going through some new youth ministers and finally we got one for ... about a month.  He was fantastic, i had heard him speak before and was looking forward to it.  The first day he goes around the class what we would like to study, and i heard a lot of "what do you (the new teacher) think about", "what's your opinion on".  And it struck me when it came to my turn.  All i want to do is get deep into the text. 

    Far too often in church we hear one man's interpritation and not the God breathed scripture itself, and as a result we have nothing to take with us when we depart from this one man's pulpit, nothing of our own.  We're mearly borrowing faith, ideals, theology, and doctrine.  Read the Bible, find your own faith.

    Peace and love

Friday, 22 May 2009

  • To the victor ...

    The Air Force Academy has a policy where if you have a high enough grade in a class, and if you fall in a certain percentile for all people taking that class, that you "validate" the final exam. For example, let's say that you have a 92 in electrical engineering and you're in the top 5 percent of all people taking that class for that semester, if those standards are within the predetermined limits then you would not have to take the final. A couple months ago i submitted a question to our academic dean, asking if we could institute a similar policy. He offered a few arguments, the main one being that if someone were to validate a final, they would have more time to study for other exams that they would have to take, which would be an unfair advantage to those who had to take all of their finals.

    Why are we afraid to reward those who succeed?

    Obama has warmed America up to the idea of taxing the rich and supporting the poor with those taxes. While I understand that it can get ridiculous, offering all kinds of benefits for those who have so much, but for me, the incentives for those at the top is a motivation. Take the final exam example, if i know that if i get an A in a class i don't have to take the final i'm working harder, working towards that A. Same goes economically. If i know that if i hit a certain tax bracket i get benefits i'm shooting for that bracket. Conversely, if i know that once i reach a certain i begin losing money ... well, why would i want to get there?

    What's worse to me is that more and more we're creating this idea in American's where they look for their problems to be solved for them. More and more lawsuits are being filed with the idea that the courts can solve their problems, more people are applying for welfare looking for the government to help them out, bailouts, stimuli, all of it is the government trying to solve our problem for us. Eventually any internal motivation will be gone. Why should we work ourselves out of a whole when the government is willing to do it for us.

    This is a hill, and it's always easier to go down than up. Only problem is that, like any hill, there's a bottom. Here's hoping we see it before we actually get there.

    Peace and love

Sunday, 23 November 2008

  • But the just man, though he die early, shall be at rest.  For the age that is honorable comes not with the passing of time, nor can it be measured in terms of years.  Rather, understanding is the hoary crown for men, and an unsullied life, the attainment of old age.  He who pleased God was loved; he who lived among sinners was transported - snatched away, lest wickedness pervert his mind or deceit beguile his soul; for the witchery of paltry things obscures what is right and the whirl of desire transforms the innocent mind.  Having become perfect in a short while, he reached the fullness of a long career; for his soul was pleasing to the LORD, therefore he sped him out of the midst of wickedness.  But the people saw and did not understand, nor did they take this into account.  Because grace and mercy are with his holy ones, and his care is with his elect.

    RIP Freddy

    Peace and love

Tuesday, 11 November 2008

  • Happy Veterans Day y'all

    War is an ugly thing, but not the ugliest of things. The decayed and degraded state of moral and patriotic feeling which thinks that nothing is worth war is much worse. The person who has nothing for which he is willing to fight, nothing which is more important than his own personal safety, is a miserable creature and has no chance of being free unless made and kept so by the exertions of better men than himself.


    -
    John Stewart Mill


    Peace and love

Saturday, 25 October 2008

  • Are we really in a recession?

    Headlines on cnn.com read ...

    "How to tell it's finally over"
    "Stocks end dismal week"
    "Phillies and Rays in the world series"

    WE'RE DOOMED!!!!

    But really, when's the last time you've changed your mind on any decision based on the current state of America ... you know, other than if you were going to watch the world series or not.  Have you been less likely to drive somewhere?  Have you decided to make a sandwich rather than eat out?  When have you passed up a chance to spend money because you thought to yourself, "Hey, right now we're in a recession".  When has anyone around you been effected by it for that matter?  Your parents, your friends, your local stock broker?

    Maybe it's just me.  Granted, I'm part of a world that is a bit isolated for the rest of y'all, but even when I visit home i fail to see the worry.  I'm not saying any of this to try and scare anyone, or to say that people should be worried, but just that people should be ... aware.  We live in a world where the media's sole goal is to entertain, it gives the public what it wants, and as cliche as that sounds it should worry you.  I think we've come to the point where anything that comes out of the tv or radio is observed by the viewer and not absorbed, and they know it.  They who moderate debates, they who deliver news, they who tell you who said what and what they ment by it.

    A friend of mine and I were having a discussion about the economy and it ventured to the fact that he didnt really know how it happend.  I told him what i knew and said that it really wasn't that hard to find out on his own and he said it was.  "If it's not on page one of google searches then i cant find it".  Not only are we not getting the information we need, but we're not even looking for it.

    I dont want to tell you what to think, who to vote for, how to feel, how to act.  That's the last thing that I want.  What i want is for you to know what you think and know why you think it.  In all things, know what you think, know what you believe, know what you know, and most importantly know why.

    Peace and love

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